I am Emma

Sometimes, Emma lies lazily on the floor like this. 有时候，Emma就像这样子，懒懒的躺在地板上。

Emma might be wondering, why are you always looking at me? Emma或许在想，为什么你总是看着我？

In the summer, Emma would hide under the bamboo mat, with only her tail showing. 夏天的时候，Emma会躲在竹席的下面，只露出她的尾巴。

Even without a pillow, Emma still sleeps soundly. 没有枕头，Emma依然睡的很香。

Emma and her cat fountain. Emma went to the Rainbow Bridge, and the cat fountain stayed with me. Emma和她的猫喷泉。Emma去了彩虹桥，猫喷泉还留在我的身边。

  On my bookshelf, I put some photos of Emma to form a photo wall of Emma. Whenever I look up, I can see Emma's lovely and beautiful face. 在我的书架上，我贴了一些Emma的照片，形成了一面Emma的照片墙。每当我抬头的时候，就能看到Emma可爱的，漂亮的脸蛋。

Emma can sleep anywhere. Emma在哪里都可以睡觉。

I was very sad for the 3 days after Emma passed away. Sometimes I couldn't help crying when I thought of Emma. I have no appetite for eating, the taste in my mouth is like being sick, and even drinking water tastes sweet. The grief in the past two days was very serious. Sometimes my heart felt like a needle pricking me, and I would sigh from time to time. This is the first time I have encountered this situation in more than 30 years since I can remember. There are various signs that I may have "Takotsubo Cardiomyopathy", also known as "Broken-heart syndrome" "It's usually caused by severe emotional or physical stress. It usually heals on its own within a few days or months. I started feeling better on the afternoon of the third day. At noon on the third day, I ate three of my favorite foods, hamburgers. Finally, my taste was no longer so bland, and the water was no longer sweet. In those days, I also had some hallucinations and auditory hallucinations. ...

  Emma   Emma was born in January 12th, 2015 in Qingdao, China. She is a female Scottish Fold with pretty silver tabby coat of American Shorthair Cats. Emma is cheery and naughty, whereas she gets on very well with her master, ‘Big Clumsy Cat’. They enjoy their happy life together everyday. Emma died on December 5, 2023. Emma   Emma出生于2015年1月12日的中国青岛，是一只雌性的苏格兰折耳猫，拥有美国短毛猫漂亮的银色虎斑外衣。Emma生性活波，调皮捣蛋，但和其主人“大笨猫”和睦相处，每一天都过得非常愉快。Emma于2023年12月5日去世。 Big Clumsy Cat   Emma said, ‘In the eyes of cats, a person is just a big and clumsy cat.’ As a result, I am Big Clumsy Cat. My name is Alex and I am the servant of Emma. I like cats since my childhood. I like their round heads, big eyes, swift and violent movements, the desire to explore with curiosity, mysterious thinking and free and independent nature. ‘ Click Me ’ and then you will watch my first meeting with Emma. On the website, ‘I am Emma’, the daily life of Emma and me had been recorded. In the YouTube channel, the series of ...

This is Cat Life. 这就是猫生。

Stand high and see far. 站得高，看得远。

Big Clumsy Cat (Emma's human servant): When the funeral home service staff saw Emma's final posture, they were all surprised. It was the first time they had seen this posture in more than ten years. Little do they know, Emma is a magical cat! I took Emma's ashes home, placed them in an urn, and placed them on a bookcase in my bedroom. Emma passed away and went to the Rainbow Bridge. Thank you to Emma’s friends who have accompanied her throughout her life. Your messages make Emma very happy. I will make a video of Emma's last moments and publish it. After that, Emma's instagram and Facebook pages will no longer be updated. Friends who like Emma, please follow my page (https://www.facebook.com/wxgigi0617), I will sometimes share some memories about Emma. But before that, please give me a few days, I need to calm down...

Well, Emma must have had a terrible nightmare. 嗯，Emma一定是做了一个可怕的恶梦。

Big Clumsy Cat (Emma's human servant): With a "meow" that seemed to be deflated, I think that was Emma's last breath. I could no longer see the ups and downs of her body's breathing. She should have stopped breathing and her heart had stopped beating. But I think at this point, her brain is still alive, so I don't want to disturb her. At this time, it was about 8:40 pm. After 20 minutes, I moved the sofa away. What a relaxing pose Emma left behind! I wiped her mouth and body, gently picked her up and put her in a big cardboard box, which contained her toys, flowers, and most importantly, her Little Turtle. I contacted the funeral home and Emma will be cremated tomorrow morning.

Big Clumsy Cat (Emma's human servant): Just now, I heard Emma bark three times. This was her first bark today. I quickly ran over and found that she had peed. I wiped the urine. This was probably the last thing I, as a servant, did for her while she was alive. Because the gap was very small, Emma's front half was under the sofa, so I could only touch her back to comfort her. At this time, Emma's breathing was very weak. I think Death is waiting nearby.

Big Clumsy Cat (Emma's human servant): Emma didn't sleep all afternoon. She was now in another bedroom, a place she rarely visited. She lay on the bed first, and after a while, she wanted to jump on the window sill. It was a normal height, but she could no longer jump up to it. She lay on the floor under the window sill. I let her rest for a while and then carried her to the window sill. There was marble there, and although there was sunshine, the countertop was very cold, so I spread a small blanket. Emma looked at the scenery outside the window, what was she thinking? I think she might be saying goodbye to Little Sparrow! As the sun went down, I put Emma in her cat bed and placed it on the floor of the bathroom, which has floor heating. After I left, not long after, I found that she had left the bathroom. I finally found her in a corner of the living room. From the bathroom to the corner of the living room, it was usually like a walk for her. But now, she no longer has much p...

Big Clumsy Cat (Emma's human servant): This morning, I fed Emma twice and she basically swallowed it. But when I fed her for the third time at noon, she vomited a lot. When she finished vomiting, she was gasping for air, consuming what little energy she had left. Seeing her pain, I decided to give up and let her feel better. After I cleaned up, I took her back and let her rest.

Emma always thinks for a while before going to bed, so she always forgets what she was thinking about. Emma睡觉前，总是要先思考一段时间，所以，她总是忘记思考了什么。

Big Clumsy Cat (Emma's human servant): Emma was diagnosed with feline chronic kidney disease, stage 4! The blank space above is like the scene in my brain when I heard the doctor’s diagnosis report in the hospital. I really didn't expect that Emma would have this result! I originally thought it was a tooth problem, and the worst case scenario would be tooth extraction! The doctor said that Emma was very weak now and had low body temperature. She would probably not wake up from anesthesia, so intubation feeding was not possible. The only way was to get an intravenous injection, and stay in the hospital for a day. The injection lasted for more than 10 hours, and I needed to be taken home at night because there was no one in the hospital at night. If your physical strength can recover within 3 days, you can be anesthetized and intubated for feeding, but this is uncertain. In addition, even if she can recover this time, it will only be to extend her life, because this symptom is ir...

Emma will be amazed at something outside the window! Emma会对窗外的某些东西感到惊奇！

Big Clumsy Cat (Emma's human servant): Today, I used high-speed photography to shoot Emma's tongue and captured one of the pictures. As the picture shows, Emma has ulcers on the underside of her tongue, or other conditions, on both sides. I thought it might hurt every time she stuck her tongue out, so she stopped eating and grooming. She also started drooling and had bad breath. Tomorrow, I will take her to the doctor. Today she refused the sticky food and when I forced it into her mouth she spit it all out. But she is willing to drink goat milk, and I am also giving her vitamin tablets. For the first time, she peed outside the cat's toilet. I think she didn't want to dirty her paws because her tongue hurt and she couldn't clean her paws, so she simply stopped touching the cat litter. After all, cleaning is the responsibility of human servants. She spent a lot of time sleeping today and had no energy. She used to come running when I called her every time she ate, bu...

Big Clumsy Cat (Emma 's human servant): Emma might be sick and I need to keep an eye on her. Let Emma rest first. 

Irresistible little paw. 难以抗拒的小爪子。

Emma is sleepy. Emma困了。

A big yawn. 一个大哈欠。

Even though Emma has the most expensive cat bed, she still doesn’t look satisfied. 😂 即使Emma拥有者最昂贵的猫床，但她看起来依然不满足。😂

Well, Emma must have had a terrible nightmare. 嗯，Emma一定是做了可怕的恶梦。

Sometimes, Emma shows her tongue a little. 有时候，Emma会露出一点舌头。

There is nothing more comfortable for Emma than lying in my bed. Oops, it's Emma's bed. 对Emma来说，没有什么比躺在我的床上更舒服的事情了。Oops，是Emma的床。

Who has cute paws? 谁拥有可爱的爪子呢？

Emma lay lazily, thinking about the delicious food she would have later. Emma懒洋洋地躺着，心里想着稍后的美食。

Emma's cat tree is still in its original place. Maybe sometimes, she will come back from the Rainbow Bridge and take a nap on the cat tree. Emma的猫树依然放在原先的地方，或许有时候，她会从彩虹桥归来，在猫树上小睡一会。

Under the coffee table is Emma's territory. 咖啡桌下面，是Emma的地盘。

1, 2, 3...4? 😂

Emma loves to show off her cutest upside-down sleeping position 🙃. Emma喜欢展现她最可爱的颠倒睡姿🙃。

Even if Emma can't sleep, she will lie lazily on the bed. 即使Emma睡不着，也会懒散的躺在床上。

Emma fell asleep. Emma睡着了。  

Emma likes to sleep in the corner of my bed because it's closest to my computer chair and, obviously, me. She can't sleep on the computer desk 😂. Emma 喜欢睡在我床的角落，因为那里离我的电脑椅最近，当然也离我最近。她不能睡在电脑桌上😂。

Emma is speaking. Emma在说话。

Beauty sleep is very important to Emma. 美容觉对Emma来说是很重要的事情。

Sometimes, Emma likes to play hide and seek. 有时候，Emma喜欢玩捉迷藏。  

Emma hiding below, she likes to hide herself. 躲在下面的Emma，她喜欢把自己藏起来。  

Emma doesn't like others touching her cute paws, but of course, she doesn't mind scratching me with her cute paws 😂. Emma并不喜欢别人碰她可爱的爪子，当然，她并不在意用她可爱的爪子把我划伤😂。

This photo was taken on July 11, 2023. Emma likes to lie on my bed like this, showing her cute airplane ears. 这张照片拍自2023年7月11日。Emma喜欢这个样子趴在我的床上，展现她可爱的飞机耳朵。

This photo was taken on July 8, 2023. Emma looks a bit listless. Apparently, she is a night owl 😂. 这张照片拍子2023年7月8日，Emma看起来没有什么精神。显然，她是夜猫子😂。

  Today is Emma's 10th birthday. I used AI to generate photos to celebrate Emma's birthday. Obviously, Chat GPT works better than Apple Intelligence. However, Apple is still in the testing stage and it is generated locally. I believe that the effect will be better over time. Let's celebrate Emma's birthday and wish Emma a happy birthday at the Rainbow Bridge. Love you forever, my beloved cat, Emma! 今天是Emma10岁的生日。我用AI生成了庆祝Emma生日的照片。显然，Chat GPT的效果要好于Apple Intelligence。不过，Apple还处于测试阶段，而且是本地生成，我相信随着时间的推移，效果会更好。让我们庆祝Emma的生日吧，祝愿Emma在彩虹桥度过一个快乐的生日。永远爱你，我的爱猫，Emma！

In the new year, Emma wishes her friends a happy new year at the Rainbow Bridge🎉. 新的一年，Emma在彩虹桥祝愿朋友们，新年快乐🎉。