I am Emma

My pillow has always been one of Emma's favorite places to sleep. I hope that I can also have my pillow for Emma to use at Rainbow Bridge. 我的枕头，一直是Emma喜欢睡觉的地方之一。我希望在彩虹桥，也能有我的枕头给Emma使用。

Do you remember Emma's toe beans? 🐱🐾 你还记得Emma的脚趾豆吗？🐱🐾

Emma was always so peaceful when she was sleeping. This is a photo of Emma taken 4 months before she passed away. There seems to be a tear in the corner of her eye. Maybe she knew she was leaving me😢. Emma睡觉的时候总是那么安详。这是Emma在去世前4个月拍摄的一张照片，眼角看起来有一滴泪水，她或许知道要离开我了😭。

Emma sometimes likes to look up at the sky, maybe she finds it interesting to see Batman flying on Superman's back. This photo was taken two months before Emma died. Maybe Emma has heard the call from heaven. Emma有时候喜欢仰望天空，或许她看到蝙蝠侠坐在超人背上一同飞翔很有趣。这张照片拍自Emma去世前两个月，或许Emma已经听见了来自天堂的呼唤。

  On my bookshelf, I put some photos of Emma to form a photo wall of Emma. Whenever I look up, I can see Emma's lovely and beautiful face. 在我的书架上，我贴了一些Emma的照片，形成了一面Emma的照片墙。每当我抬头的时候，就能看到Emma可爱的，漂亮的脸蛋。

I was very sad for the 3 days after Emma passed away. Sometimes I couldn't help crying when I thought of Emma. I have no appetite for eating, the taste in my mouth is like being sick, and even drinking water tastes sweet. The grief in the past two days was very serious. Sometimes my heart felt like a needle pricking me, and I would sigh from time to time. This is the first time I have encountered this situation in more than 30 years since I can remember. There are various signs that I may have "Takotsubo Cardiomyopathy", also known as "Broken-heart syndrome" "It's usually caused by severe emotional or physical stress. It usually heals on its own within a few days or months. I started feeling better on the afternoon of the third day. At noon on the third day, I ate three of my favorite foods, hamburgers. Finally, my taste was no longer so bland, and the water was no longer sweet. In those days, I also had some hallucinations and auditory hallucinations. ...