Emma's Memories / Emma的回忆

I was very sad for the 3 days after Emma passed away. Sometimes I couldn't help crying when I thought of Emma. I have no appetite for eating, the taste in my mouth is like being sick, and even drinking water tastes sweet. The grief in the past two days was very serious. Sometimes my heart felt like a needle pricking me, and I would sigh from time to time. This is the first time I have encountered this situation in more than 30 years since I can remember. There are various signs that I may have "Takotsubo Cardiomyopathy", also known as "Broken-heart syndrome"

"It's usually caused by severe emotional or physical stress. It usually heals on its own within a few days or months. I started feeling better on the afternoon of the third day.

At noon on the third day, I ate three of my favorite foods, hamburgers. Finally, my taste was no longer so bland, and the water was no longer sweet.

In those days, I also had some hallucinations and auditory hallucinations. Sometimes I can hear Emma's cry, and sometimes I can "see" Emma's shadow about to walk into the room.

Now, I have basically returned to normal. Whenever I think of Emma, I think of her round and cute head, which makes me smile.

Emma去世后的3天里，我都很难过，有时候想到Emma的时候就会忍不住落泪。吃饭也没有胃口，嘴里的滋味就像是生病一样，连喝水都觉得是甜的。前两天的悲痛很严重，心里有时候就像针扎一样的刺痛，时不时地会叹气。从我记事后的30多年来，是第一次碰到的种情况。种种迹象表明，我可能得了“章鱼壶心肌症”，也称之为“Broken-heart syndrome

”，通常是由于严重的情绪或身体压力造成的。一般几天或几个月就会自愈。我从第三天下午开始，就感觉好一些了。

第三天中午，我吃了3个最喜欢的食物，汉堡包，总算，我的味觉不再是那么平淡了，水也不再是甜的了。

那几天，我也产生了一些幻觉和幻听。有时候能听到Emma的叫声，有时候能“看到”Emma即将走进房间里的影子。

现在，我已经基本恢复正常，每当想起Emma，我会想起她圆圆可爱的脑袋，让我面带微笑。